Entry #1
This would be my first blog of 2009. My very first blog that i've written in a long time! To be honest, when i'd used to write blogs, i'd just ramble on about all these things that i wouldnt even know what i'd be rambling on about and i guess this blog wouldn't be any different to the ones in the past. Normally i'd have topics or things that i would talk about or i'd have something to whine and complain about. But nothing these days have really occurred for me to be able to have my little bitch fit about.
I guess today just seems like another gloomy day with the rainy weather ahead, a day where sleeping in is the best option and not having to care about a thing in the world, to be able to sleep your troubles away. But not for me today, mum woke me up @ 8.30 ish and i didn't even realise it was THAT early, guess cause i go to bed earlier now. Theres been a few issues @ home, and i don't exactly know wheres that's going to be heading atm, but hopefully things will blow over.
There's also been issues regarding myself and just who i am becoming, and the people this may affect or already affecting. Do i know who i am becoming? Do i know what i'm becoming, i'm not too sure myself and i guess "going with the flow" is where that might come into. I feel as though i am not the person who i once was, i guess people do change and i guess perspectives and habits change too. But by this change in me, im hoping it's to better myself and not to make matters worse, and in time i am hoping to re-adjust myself to the new me.
The photo @ the top of this blog represents change, yet also bringing back a lot of memories about that day. The 4 people in that photo were once closest of the closest friends and it was only taken 7 months ago and it always seizes to amaze me how things can change so quickly. From becoming best of friends to becoming just friends or in the most possible worst case scenario - not friends @ all. The whole "keep in touch after high school" saying really doesn't seem to apply much these days. It's true when people say "nothing lasts forever." No, i'm not being a negative person, i'm just being realistic in saying so. Even the friendships you have that you think are toughest and nothing will ever come between, in fact will actually not be as tough as you thought it was. People do eventually end up changing, situations change, but life still goes on.
There's so much more i could ramble on about, but i decide to leave it for another day. Hrmm, i also realised how much it SUCKS to be single on V'day. LOL. Anyways enough rambling, but i would like to leave this blog with a quote. =)
"People change, things go wrong, just remember LIFE GOES ON !
- Marty.
