(8) Halo - Bethany Joy Lenz

status:waiting for my nails to dry so i can shower !
mood:mellow ? =\
currently listening to:hero - mariah carey

Entry #6

So... i'm not sure what i'm planning on writing about, but i haven't blogged in a long while and seeing as i have the time tonight i thought i might as well.

Things lately have been chill i guess, nothing much happening - alot of bludging and chilling and i love the fact that i don't, well didn't have to do anything during my one month holiday ! It was hectik as ! But tafe has started this week and surprisingly i have attended all classes this week, so far ! :)

I've been thinking about quite a few things and once again with no surprise the thought of 'change' has come into mind. The way things used to be and the issues that once occurred have changed many circumstances and my perspective on the outcome of it. Although wanting certain issues to go back to normal, i now know it won't. I have given it a chance, at first i thought they were going to go back to normal gradually but i was wrong by far and to my surprise, i don't care as much as i used to. In fact not at all really.

Now, as for people.. well let's just say no one is ever who they seem to be nor are they the people they let out to be. It really makes it hard to be able to believe anything.. really. Yes i understand change happens consecutively but if you're going to sit at your computer and talk to me on msn about how you respect others and about how you're different, then at least act like it rather than become a walking contradiction and fraud. You're the type of person that just makes me frustrated ! But now i realise that it's not worth my time and that you don't matter to me as much as you once did. - It's a pity really.

I've let the situation go - Everything happens for a reason, nothing's coincident.

I just really can't be bothered and i know you can't either, because by the way you've been acting really does not surprise me at all.

You are not genuine nor sincere..
And now i see that, it just took a little longer than expected.

On a slightly better note, can't wait for Arthouse !
Wish i could be intoxicated though.

"Even when that truth is hard and cold, and more painful than you've ever imagined. And even when truth is more cruel than any lie." - OTH

- Marty.