No sir, well I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore.
It's your turn, so take a seat we're settling the final score.
And why do we like to hurt so much?
I can't decide
You have made it harder just to go on
And why, all the possibilities where I was wrong
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating.
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
I wonder, how am I supposed to feel when you're not here.
'Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here.
I still try holding onto silly things, I never learn.
Oh why, all the possibilities I'm sure you've heard.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating (beating)
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
Pain make your way to me, to me.
And I'll always be just so inviting.
If I ever start to think straight,
This heart will start a riot in me,
Let's start, start, hey!
Why do we like to hurt so much?
Oh why do we like to hurt so much?
That's what you get when you let your heart win!
Whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
Now I can't trust myself with anything but this,
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
Friday, September 4, 2009
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
(8) Halo - Bethany Joy Lenz
status:waiting for my nails to dry so i can shower !
mood:mellow ? =\
currently listening to:hero - mariah carey
Entry #6
So... i'm not sure what i'm planning on writing about, but i haven't blogged in a long while and seeing as i have the time tonight i thought i might as well.
Things lately have been chill i guess, nothing much happening - alot of bludging and chilling and i love the fact that i don't, well didn't have to do anything during my one month holiday ! It was hectik as ! But tafe has started this week and surprisingly i have attended all classes this week, so far ! :)
I've been thinking about quite a few things and once again with no surprise the thought of 'change' has come into mind. The way things used to be and the issues that once occurred have changed many circumstances and my perspective on the outcome of it. Although wanting certain issues to go back to normal, i now know it won't. I have given it a chance, at first i thought they were going to go back to normal gradually but i was wrong by far and to my surprise, i don't care as much as i used to. In fact not at all really.
Now, as for people.. well let's just say no one is ever who they seem to be nor are they the people they let out to be. It really makes it hard to be able to believe anything.. really. Yes i understand change happens consecutively but if you're going to sit at your computer and talk to me on msn about how you respect others and about how you're different, then at least act like it rather than become a walking contradiction and fraud. You're the type of person that just makes me frustrated ! But now i realise that it's not worth my time and that you don't matter to me as much as you once did. - It's a pity really.
I've let the situation go - Everything happens for a reason, nothing's coincident.
I just really can't be bothered and i know you can't either, because by the way you've been acting really does not surprise me at all.
You are not genuine nor sincere..
And now i see that, it just took a little longer than expected.
On a slightly better note, can't wait for Arthouse !
Wish i could be intoxicated though.
"Even when that truth is hard and cold, and more painful than you've ever imagined. And even when truth is more cruel than any lie." - OTH
- Marty.
mood:mellow ? =\
currently listening to:hero - mariah carey
Entry #6
So... i'm not sure what i'm planning on writing about, but i haven't blogged in a long while and seeing as i have the time tonight i thought i might as well.
Things lately have been chill i guess, nothing much happening - alot of bludging and chilling and i love the fact that i don't, well didn't have to do anything during my one month holiday ! It was hectik as ! But tafe has started this week and surprisingly i have attended all classes this week, so far ! :)
I've been thinking about quite a few things and once again with no surprise the thought of 'change' has come into mind. The way things used to be and the issues that once occurred have changed many circumstances and my perspective on the outcome of it. Although wanting certain issues to go back to normal, i now know it won't. I have given it a chance, at first i thought they were going to go back to normal gradually but i was wrong by far and to my surprise, i don't care as much as i used to. In fact not at all really.
Now, as for people.. well let's just say no one is ever who they seem to be nor are they the people they let out to be. It really makes it hard to be able to believe anything.. really. Yes i understand change happens consecutively but if you're going to sit at your computer and talk to me on msn about how you respect others and about how you're different, then at least act like it rather than become a walking contradiction and fraud. You're the type of person that just makes me frustrated ! But now i realise that it's not worth my time and that you don't matter to me as much as you once did. - It's a pity really.
I've let the situation go - Everything happens for a reason, nothing's coincident.
I just really can't be bothered and i know you can't either, because by the way you've been acting really does not surprise me at all.
You are not genuine nor sincere..
And now i see that, it just took a little longer than expected.
On a slightly better note, can't wait for Arthouse !
Wish i could be intoxicated though.
"Even when that truth is hard and cold, and more painful than you've ever imagined. And even when truth is more cruel than any lie." - OTH
- Marty.
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
(8) 17 Minutes. - Johnta Austin
status:a tad sleepy.
mood:chummy :)
currently listening to:battlefield - jordin sparks.
Its been 17 minutes since my life started over without you (over without you)
And my pride tries to lie, but my hearts too empty without you (empty without you)
Dont want the world, just want the life
That I had 18 minutes ago
But all I got is 17 minutes
Yeah all I got is 17 minutes
mood:chummy :)
currently listening to:battlefield - jordin sparks.
Its been 17 minutes since my life started over without you (over without you)
And my pride tries to lie, but my hearts too empty without you (empty without you)
Dont want the world, just want the life
That I had 18 minutes ago
But all I got is 17 minutes
Yeah all I got is 17 minutes
Saturday, June 13, 2009
(8) Roll The Credits...
status:cold like a mother fucker ! :(
mood:lazy as fuck !
currently listening to:hush hush - PCD
i crave it
mood:lazy as fuck !
currently listening to:hush hush - PCD
i crave it
i want it
hopefully it'll be real soon
it's gonna get messy.
it's gonna get messy.
Sunday, June 7, 2009
(8) 1000 heartbeats, this is where we begin, right here.
Mini Entry#4
status:farhh, cold as ! and not wanting to assignment!
mood:sleepy, okay ? dno. CONFUSED?
currently listening to:always be my baby - david cook
This song has been on repeat for over 10 times now.
Although it's not how i feel, it's a song that makes me feel mellow.
I don't know how it came to this, nor do i know why it had to happen that way.
But it did, it wasn't something that i intended on happening and nor do i think, you did either.
But it did happen. It's not something i can forget, nor is it something to overcome, by acting as if nothing happened.
For something like this to come between us, i find it quite upsetting.
Because i do miss you, i miss having you and your friendship. i do, just miss you.
How you feel about this, i'm not quite sure.
From what i've seen, i'm pretty certain it hasn't even crossed your mind one bit.
But i guess i'm not ready to let go of what had happened.
I'm not ready to let it pass by, for i am not someone who does things irrationally.
Yes, none of what happened was intentional, but it was something that affected me.
For now, i do not seek anything from you, nor do i seek anything from anyone.
I want to move on at my own pace and on my own terms.
This is something that we both have to deal with.
I hope one day that you and i will become what we once were.
I truly do.
- Marty.
status:farhh, cold as ! and not wanting to assignment!
mood:sleepy, okay ? dno. CONFUSED?
currently listening to:always be my baby - david cook
This song has been on repeat for over 10 times now.
Although it's not how i feel, it's a song that makes me feel mellow.
I don't know how it came to this, nor do i know why it had to happen that way.
But it did, it wasn't something that i intended on happening and nor do i think, you did either.
But it did happen. It's not something i can forget, nor is it something to overcome, by acting as if nothing happened.
For something like this to come between us, i find it quite upsetting.
Because i do miss you, i miss having you and your friendship. i do, just miss you.
How you feel about this, i'm not quite sure.
From what i've seen, i'm pretty certain it hasn't even crossed your mind one bit.
But i guess i'm not ready to let go of what had happened.
I'm not ready to let it pass by, for i am not someone who does things irrationally.
Yes, none of what happened was intentional, but it was something that affected me.
For now, i do not seek anything from you, nor do i seek anything from anyone.
I want to move on at my own pace and on my own terms.
This is something that we both have to deal with.
I hope one day that you and i will become what we once were.
I truly do.
- Marty.
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
(8) Cos when a heart breaks, no it dont break even.
Mini Entry#3
status:sick-ish ! damn winter.
mood:tired
currently listening to:let it ride - atozzio
TEMPORARY BLOG - CONTEMPLATING ON KEEPING OR DELETING :)
I guess i thought i'd make another mini entry seeing as i cbf to actually blog about anything because from what i recall theres hasnt been anything that ive wanted to get off my chest or anything worth blogging about that actually requires the time to think and write. Yes, its currently 12.54am and i am talking to two weeners - jennifer tran and dominic nguyen. Nothing much of late has been happening at all, except only last friday was Tuyet's 18th Birthday Bash @ Pink Pepper Lounge in Parramatta and i must say.. WOW - it was OFF THE FKN HOOK ! LOL. narh it was pretty hectik but.
CHANGE.
It happens, consistently, consecutively and is basically the only aspect of life that isnt still. - i dont know if that made any sense, but it did in my head and i cbf to change it so that it does but im pretty sure you all get my jist ! Change is something that needs to happen and is something that all people embrace good or bad ! - its just bound to happen. Change is something we learn from, something we may or may not seek and definitely something that is apart of us ! As the cliche saying goes "everything happens for a reason" and "nothings coincident." It is something we adapt to and something we take on board to experience life to its fullest.
The only reason i think about change alot is because i think about all the situations that happened throughout highschool and how i would react to certain situations back then. Comparing to how i was and how i dealt with things, id have to say i was pretty immature back then and also not as strong as i am now. As much as i hated high school, it was pretty much a decent learning curve for all of us - whether the situation had been petty or big, it was still something we learnt and matured from. And once again i have learnt not to trust all things that are said by people, as much as you try not to you always end up falling for it. But i guess its natural to do so. Without learning the fear of the unknown and plunging yourself into risks, you're not able to learn things the hard way nor are you able to experience it first hand. Being scared is okay, but being wayy to cautious is not.
- Marty.
status:sick-ish ! damn winter.
mood:tired
currently listening to:let it ride - atozzio
TEMPORARY BLOG - CONTEMPLATING ON KEEPING OR DELETING :)
I guess i thought i'd make another mini entry seeing as i cbf to actually blog about anything because from what i recall theres hasnt been anything that ive wanted to get off my chest or anything worth blogging about that actually requires the time to think and write. Yes, its currently 12.54am and i am talking to two weeners - jennifer tran and dominic nguyen. Nothing much of late has been happening at all, except only last friday was Tuyet's 18th Birthday Bash @ Pink Pepper Lounge in Parramatta and i must say.. WOW - it was OFF THE FKN HOOK ! LOL. narh it was pretty hectik but.
CHANGE.
It happens, consistently, consecutively and is basically the only aspect of life that isnt still. - i dont know if that made any sense, but it did in my head and i cbf to change it so that it does but im pretty sure you all get my jist ! Change is something that needs to happen and is something that all people embrace good or bad ! - its just bound to happen. Change is something we learn from, something we may or may not seek and definitely something that is apart of us ! As the cliche saying goes "everything happens for a reason" and "nothings coincident." It is something we adapt to and something we take on board to experience life to its fullest.
The only reason i think about change alot is because i think about all the situations that happened throughout highschool and how i would react to certain situations back then. Comparing to how i was and how i dealt with things, id have to say i was pretty immature back then and also not as strong as i am now. As much as i hated high school, it was pretty much a decent learning curve for all of us - whether the situation had been petty or big, it was still something we learnt and matured from. And once again i have learnt not to trust all things that are said by people, as much as you try not to you always end up falling for it. But i guess its natural to do so. Without learning the fear of the unknown and plunging yourself into risks, you're not able to learn things the hard way nor are you able to experience it first hand. Being scared is okay, but being wayy to cautious is not.
- Marty.
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
TIM LIKES LITTLE BOYS.
Mini Entry #2
status:freezing my ass off.
mood:feeling cold and ok.
currently listening to:nothinggg
TIMOTHY TRAN...
suggested that i write a blog about him and his stupidity.
Firstly, he likes men in the bum
Secondly, he likes men in the bum times two.
Tim also likes to believe that "smile crocodile" rhymes because he believes that anything written on the internet is true.
He also likes to use the rainy cloud emoticon on msn in his pm to symbolise that he is showering. - LOLOLOLOL.
He also likes to think that he is niggurh.
He also likes to randomly dial in the number for the police and then pretend that he didnt. - i personally believe he was drunk, but he denies it. HAHAH
OH ! and did you know that timothy failed kindergarten because he used his feet to finger paint ? - yes that is CORRECT. LOL
Tim also isnt all that great @ basketball even with his lanky figure and height, because he likes to stare @ the hoop while his friend decoys and passes to him.. and it totally goes over his head and only to realise 1o years later what had just happened.
Tim has a major crush on magic kingdom,
Tim is secretly a girl - yes thats right he has a vajayjay. - bet you's didnt know that.
HAHAH, timmy's dress sense reminds me of cabramatta asian boy style ! - cabramatta represent aye tim !
...theres much much more that i cant think of right now.
maybe later.
WAIT ! P.S tim has a major thing for AZN ANGLES! ;)
Curry is also tim's favourite food. AYE MANJULA BABY !
Hope you enjoyed your shoutout TIMOTHY TRAN ! :)
THE END.
status:freezing my ass off.
mood:feeling cold and ok.
currently listening to:nothinggg
TIMOTHY TRAN...
suggested that i write a blog about him and his stupidity.
Firstly, he likes men in the bum
Secondly, he likes men in the bum times two.
Tim also likes to believe that "smile crocodile" rhymes because he believes that anything written on the internet is true.
He also likes to use the rainy cloud emoticon on msn in his pm to symbolise that he is showering. - LOLOLOLOL.
He also likes to think that he is niggurh.
He also likes to randomly dial in the number for the police and then pretend that he didnt. - i personally believe he was drunk, but he denies it. HAHAH
OH ! and did you know that timothy failed kindergarten because he used his feet to finger paint ? - yes that is CORRECT. LOL
Tim also isnt all that great @ basketball even with his lanky figure and height, because he likes to stare @ the hoop while his friend decoys and passes to him.. and it totally goes over his head and only to realise 1o years later what had just happened.
Tim has a major crush on magic kingdom,
Tim is secretly a girl - yes thats right he has a vajayjay. - bet you's didnt know that.
HAHAH, timmy's dress sense reminds me of cabramatta asian boy style ! - cabramatta represent aye tim !
...theres much much more that i cant think of right now.
maybe later.
WAIT ! P.S tim has a major thing for AZN ANGLES! ;)
Curry is also tim's favourite food. AYE MANJULA BABY !
Hope you enjoyed your shoutout TIMOTHY TRAN ! :)
THE END.
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