status:a tad sleepy.
mood:chummy :)
currently listening to:battlefield - jordin sparks.
Its been 17 minutes since my life started over without you (over without you)
And my pride tries to lie, but my hearts too empty without you (empty without you)
Dont want the world, just want the life
That I had 18 minutes ago
But all I got is 17 minutes
Yeah all I got is 17 minutes
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Saturday, June 13, 2009
(8) Roll The Credits...
status:cold like a mother fucker ! :(
mood:lazy as fuck !
currently listening to:hush hush - PCD
i crave it
mood:lazy as fuck !
currently listening to:hush hush - PCD
i crave it
i want it
hopefully it'll be real soon
it's gonna get messy.
it's gonna get messy.
Sunday, June 7, 2009
(8) 1000 heartbeats, this is where we begin, right here.
Mini Entry#4
status:farhh, cold as ! and not wanting to assignment!
mood:sleepy, okay ? dno. CONFUSED?
currently listening to:always be my baby - david cook
This song has been on repeat for over 10 times now.
Although it's not how i feel, it's a song that makes me feel mellow.
I don't know how it came to this, nor do i know why it had to happen that way.
But it did, it wasn't something that i intended on happening and nor do i think, you did either.
But it did happen. It's not something i can forget, nor is it something to overcome, by acting as if nothing happened.
For something like this to come between us, i find it quite upsetting.
Because i do miss you, i miss having you and your friendship. i do, just miss you.
How you feel about this, i'm not quite sure.
From what i've seen, i'm pretty certain it hasn't even crossed your mind one bit.
But i guess i'm not ready to let go of what had happened.
I'm not ready to let it pass by, for i am not someone who does things irrationally.
Yes, none of what happened was intentional, but it was something that affected me.
For now, i do not seek anything from you, nor do i seek anything from anyone.
I want to move on at my own pace and on my own terms.
This is something that we both have to deal with.
I hope one day that you and i will become what we once were.
I truly do.
- Marty.
status:farhh, cold as ! and not wanting to assignment!
mood:sleepy, okay ? dno. CONFUSED?
currently listening to:always be my baby - david cook
This song has been on repeat for over 10 times now.
Although it's not how i feel, it's a song that makes me feel mellow.
I don't know how it came to this, nor do i know why it had to happen that way.
But it did, it wasn't something that i intended on happening and nor do i think, you did either.
But it did happen. It's not something i can forget, nor is it something to overcome, by acting as if nothing happened.
For something like this to come between us, i find it quite upsetting.
Because i do miss you, i miss having you and your friendship. i do, just miss you.
How you feel about this, i'm not quite sure.
From what i've seen, i'm pretty certain it hasn't even crossed your mind one bit.
But i guess i'm not ready to let go of what had happened.
I'm not ready to let it pass by, for i am not someone who does things irrationally.
Yes, none of what happened was intentional, but it was something that affected me.
For now, i do not seek anything from you, nor do i seek anything from anyone.
I want to move on at my own pace and on my own terms.
This is something that we both have to deal with.
I hope one day that you and i will become what we once were.
I truly do.
- Marty.
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
(8) Cos when a heart breaks, no it dont break even.
Mini Entry#3
status:sick-ish ! damn winter.
mood:tired
currently listening to:let it ride - atozzio
TEMPORARY BLOG - CONTEMPLATING ON KEEPING OR DELETING :)
I guess i thought i'd make another mini entry seeing as i cbf to actually blog about anything because from what i recall theres hasnt been anything that ive wanted to get off my chest or anything worth blogging about that actually requires the time to think and write. Yes, its currently 12.54am and i am talking to two weeners - jennifer tran and dominic nguyen. Nothing much of late has been happening at all, except only last friday was Tuyet's 18th Birthday Bash @ Pink Pepper Lounge in Parramatta and i must say.. WOW - it was OFF THE FKN HOOK ! LOL. narh it was pretty hectik but.
CHANGE.
It happens, consistently, consecutively and is basically the only aspect of life that isnt still. - i dont know if that made any sense, but it did in my head and i cbf to change it so that it does but im pretty sure you all get my jist ! Change is something that needs to happen and is something that all people embrace good or bad ! - its just bound to happen. Change is something we learn from, something we may or may not seek and definitely something that is apart of us ! As the cliche saying goes "everything happens for a reason" and "nothings coincident." It is something we adapt to and something we take on board to experience life to its fullest.
The only reason i think about change alot is because i think about all the situations that happened throughout highschool and how i would react to certain situations back then. Comparing to how i was and how i dealt with things, id have to say i was pretty immature back then and also not as strong as i am now. As much as i hated high school, it was pretty much a decent learning curve for all of us - whether the situation had been petty or big, it was still something we learnt and matured from. And once again i have learnt not to trust all things that are said by people, as much as you try not to you always end up falling for it. But i guess its natural to do so. Without learning the fear of the unknown and plunging yourself into risks, you're not able to learn things the hard way nor are you able to experience it first hand. Being scared is okay, but being wayy to cautious is not.
- Marty.
status:sick-ish ! damn winter.
mood:tired
currently listening to:let it ride - atozzio
TEMPORARY BLOG - CONTEMPLATING ON KEEPING OR DELETING :)
I guess i thought i'd make another mini entry seeing as i cbf to actually blog about anything because from what i recall theres hasnt been anything that ive wanted to get off my chest or anything worth blogging about that actually requires the time to think and write. Yes, its currently 12.54am and i am talking to two weeners - jennifer tran and dominic nguyen. Nothing much of late has been happening at all, except only last friday was Tuyet's 18th Birthday Bash @ Pink Pepper Lounge in Parramatta and i must say.. WOW - it was OFF THE FKN HOOK ! LOL. narh it was pretty hectik but.
CHANGE.
It happens, consistently, consecutively and is basically the only aspect of life that isnt still. - i dont know if that made any sense, but it did in my head and i cbf to change it so that it does but im pretty sure you all get my jist ! Change is something that needs to happen and is something that all people embrace good or bad ! - its just bound to happen. Change is something we learn from, something we may or may not seek and definitely something that is apart of us ! As the cliche saying goes "everything happens for a reason" and "nothings coincident." It is something we adapt to and something we take on board to experience life to its fullest.
The only reason i think about change alot is because i think about all the situations that happened throughout highschool and how i would react to certain situations back then. Comparing to how i was and how i dealt with things, id have to say i was pretty immature back then and also not as strong as i am now. As much as i hated high school, it was pretty much a decent learning curve for all of us - whether the situation had been petty or big, it was still something we learnt and matured from. And once again i have learnt not to trust all things that are said by people, as much as you try not to you always end up falling for it. But i guess its natural to do so. Without learning the fear of the unknown and plunging yourself into risks, you're not able to learn things the hard way nor are you able to experience it first hand. Being scared is okay, but being wayy to cautious is not.
- Marty.
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